live. laugh. love

Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter

So much to learn about faith. 

Decided to do a public post after god knows how long.

There isn't anything much that I can say about how I feel especially today. It was a mishmash of feelings, which often got to me whenever there are less people around.

Got close to saying but it never happened.
There is never enough time.

Still, thankful for the group of people in class who never fail to make me smile even when deep inside, I feel crushed.

Badly need sleep but this whirl of thoughts are depriving me from what I need.

Not the happiest public post ever but I guess the mood just got to me.

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They said ignorance is bliss.

I hate how these things plague from time to time but I never seem to be able to face it strong and face it without breaking out in tears.

Cry babies should grow up.

The little things in life which are so minute, but yet never fails to bring a smile (: 
I'm looking forward to Friday! I miss poke a lottttt D: 

3 months into the year. 

Yet it feels like such a long long time, everything is taking place at such a quick speed. I keep harping on this, but that's only because it is the most striking thing to me since the start of the year.

I haven't crumbled but I feel vulnerable at times. Some of the times when I let the matter take over, when I become so impulsive that I feel so angry with myself for losing my cool. I need to tell myself more often, it's mind over matter. 

This year has been rather accident-prone for me. I have no idea how many bruises/scars/cuts/stings(new category) I've added to myself within these 3 months alone. I need to learn how to walk properly, honest.

11S78! (: 
I am just grateful that I am in this class, where I feel at ease and open (:

So many things, so many many emotions gushing through and I really wish for time to slow down at times so that I can savour each emotion better.

 

2011 resolutions:
1) Try not to judge people by their surfaces
2) Listen, and speak more.
3) Curb temper

I have a list of 12 but I shall just post up these 3, which I think are more important.

School has started and it's rather mundane for the entire week, cause there is nothing substantial to be done. Hopefully next week would be a whole lot better. I am having mixed thoughts about orientation and all, cause' that would mean that "holiday" period is about to be gone, but the feeling of this stagnant period is just making me go crazy. So whatever, just come faster and I shall go with an open heart! 
 
Went back to work place for a while on Wednesday, and I really do miss them. I miss working quite a bit, it seems easier than desperately trying to stay awake at lectures which doesn't really teach me anything at all.

( Say a lil' prayer. )

Posting just for the sake of pushing the previous post down. To be honest, I've lost the interest in blogging/facebooking, or just the cyberworld in general. I'd rather spend the time reading/working/sleeping/going out than to spend hours at the computer. Hahah, but then again, because of this, I feel like I've missed out quite a bit? So many things happen online and retreating from this world is somewhat equivalent to shutting myself out to most of the people I know.

Maybe it is just a passing phase because this month is full of working and I come home feeling dead tired. Hahah, but work has been really enjoyable so far! (: I like all the people there! Granted that there are a few really unreasonable patients(ahem who expects others to treat them like queens just because they are ill.) who will pop up from time to time and spoil my day, but it's still a learning experience (: 

So far, the holidays are quite well spent. I should get down to exercising asap though, I haven't been running as much as I had hoped to.

Merry Christmas in advance, and perhaps even a Happy New Year, cause' I don't think I will be posting anytime soon (or maybe this is my last post hahah!)
 

I am craving for duck rice rice.

I'm not bothering about the duck, I just want the rice D: 

I am so sleepy already omg but I still want to post so I just copy and pasted everything from glenda HAHAHA! 
I quoted and I am appreciative of my source: THANK YOU GLENDA :D

"Went cycling at East Coast with Friends today:) Stupid thing was that it started raining after like half an hour, at first the sky got really dark and the leaves started flying across the path hahaha like some 世界末日恐怖片 epic funny! The shelter we were at was barely a shelter the rain was totally coming in hahaha and in the end we were really wet and it looked more like we worked out at the gym and got covered in our own sweat (Y) Hope Friends don't fall sick one's travelling soon and another has to work! Legs got nuah from the cycling + walking (because someone insisted the underpass was further up the road HAHAHA) I got so tired I ended up sleeping on the train!"

Love today yay (: